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Sunday, December 2, 2007

Mood depressed

she lies alone.
The quiet is all too deafening. It's all there is.
To one side of her the phone. Talk.
To the other. The computer, chat.
Neither is comforting.

"It doesn't matter" she thinks.
Nothing matters.
Nothing ever will.

Near her, all around her, is the faint scent of despair.
she looks for something to hold onto.
There’s nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing except the silence, the quiet.

"I should get up." she thinks.
"What’s the point?" is what follows.
Her hands tremble.
she wants to cry, but she can't.
It's almost as if she's immune to the situation.

"Stiff upper lip," she thinks "Stiff upper lip"
It doesn't help
Nothing seems to help.

she searches for something more to hold onto. Anything.
All she finds are her thoughts.
They're no help.
All they seem to do is betray her.
As if someone has opened the floodgates,
Millions of gallons of thoughts come rushing into her mind.
she struggles to stay afloat.
she looks for his planking, something to help her stay afloat.

Dreams.
she finds dreams, and holds on to them.
she won't let go. she won't ever let go.

she lies alone.
The quiet is all to deafening. It's all there is.
To one side of her the phone. Talk.
To the other. The computer, chat.
Neither is comforting…

Mood depressed

Mommy, please dont cry
he said he loved me that is why
thought that I was all grown up
mommy, this is not your fault

Mommy, daddy please don't cry
this is my fault and I know why
I said for him to drive me home
even though I didn't know

he had drank a whole six pack
but I still wanted to go back
when we drove into that wall
I didn't think that we would fall

Even I realized that we were off that bridge
I knew we were at risk
when I saw the flashing lights
I started to feel a fright

As I watched the car fill up
I was sure that I would never wake up
now I am here and fully awake
yet mommy and daddy are still crying

Mommy, daddy please don't cry
this is not your fault
I just wanted to have a good time
I am the one at fault

(mom) Baby girl, you're not to blame
the party had just gotten lame
you just wanted to get home
and probably talk on the phone

(dad) Baby girl, please don't cry
but Jimmy was sure to die
the doctors did all they could
to keep Jimmy from passing away.

Mommy, daddy hold me tight
and tell Jimmy's parents that it will be alright
tell them that he is gone to heaven
and tell them that I didn't mean it

Mood depressed 3

the goodbye I have dreaded
I couldn't believe it, it couldn't come true
the only thing I ever had wanted, it was special,
it was you.

every day is a goodbye
goodbyes to the mornings waking up knowing we would meet again, goodbye to my smiles, goodbye to my friend.

I now know pain to its full extent
every tear cried, every dream bent.

growing up with you by my side, how am I to grow now when you're not by me, you said you would be with me forever, you lied.

I'm so saddend, so torn
I'm the only rose with no petals
but a thorn.

it feels like its been forever
I just can't lie
its been just like a forever in a
goodbye.

Mood depressed

If I should jump
Would you care
Would you even notice
If I wasn't there

If I should shoot
Would you mourn
Would you remember me
After I'm gone

If I should hang
Would you come
Would you grieve above me
When my life is done

If Death should appear
At my bedside tonight
Would you cry
If I gave up my life

When I have passed
What memory would you save
After I have lost
The life that I gave

I wish I could
But can no longer try
So with a sad and dying heart
I say to you goodbye

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The Peter Answers

How to Use Peter Answers

from wikiHow - The How to Manual That You Can Edit
Peter answers is a fun little website in which "Peter" appears to read your mind. Use it to prank your friends or to just have a little fun.

Steps

Visit http://www.peteranswers.com where there are two text boxes: "Insert Petition" and "Insert Question."
Ask your audience for a question. If it's a question you know the answer to, proceed to the next step. If it's a question you don't know the answer to, you can ask them for the answer, telling them that if they say the question and answer out loud, Peter will hear them with his psychic powers. If you don't know the answer, you won't be able to follow the next step, and Peter will answer with a very generic statement like "You shall not doubt of me at all, keep trusting on me and soon I'll answer." In other words, the trick won't work!
Enter text into the petition box. The directions tell you to type in either "Peter, please answer the following question:" or "Peter, please answer:" in the petition box. What your audience doesn't know is that you're telling Peter the answer...
- Note the colon ":" at the end of each of these queries. This is essential because without it, you will not be able to proceed to the question box. Once you type the phrase and enter the colon, your cursor will automatically move to the question box.
- Instead of typing "Peter, please answer the following question:" or "Peter, please answer:" start off your petition with a period followed by the answer you're looking for. For example, if you intend to ask "Why is wikiHow the best how-to manual ever?" then in the petition box you would type.Because it's a group effort
- As you type the answer you're looking for, that's not what you will see showing up in the text box. You will see the standard petition being typed, even though you're typing something completely different. Your audience, however, will have their eyes on the screen and will never suspect that you're giving Peter the answer.
- Your answer should be shorter than one of the standard petitions. When you finish typing the answer, the standard petition will still need to be finished on the screen. In the following screenshot, all that has been typed is ".Because it's a group effort."
- So, after you type the answer, end it with a period. The period will show up as another character of the petition. After the period, however, anything you type will show up on the screen as you type it. Finish whatever is left of the query and send it off with a colon. In this screenshot, the actual typing was ".Because it's a group effort.owing:"
Type in the question. Be sure to end it with a question mark "?". As soon as you enter the question mark, a box will appear with some warnings about privacy. For Peter to answer the question, you'll need to click the "I Accept" button.
Watch as Peter thinks for a second and then displays the answer that you typed. If your audience doesn't know that you typed in the answer, they will be flabbergasted. You can probably keep them amazed for quite a while as long as they don't start paying close attention to what your fingers are actually typing.

Tips

When you're typing in the petition box, it helps to NOT look at the screen, because it can throw you off and make you forget what you're typing. Instead, look down as you type the answer. Only look up after you've typed the period to check how much of the query is finished.
Peter is only as accurate as you are, so if you enter a typo, Peter will answer with a typo, and people will get suspicious pretty quickly. If you think you made a mistake, you can backspace and start again at any point. If you delete all of what you entered, remember to enter a period again to signal to Peter that you're entering the answer. But, deleting everything you entered is not a good idea because people will wonder why you're erasing a perfectly good petition.
If you're typing a short answer, you can save time by completing only the shorter petition phrase (Peter, please answer:)
You can also tell your viewers to stare at the screen so that they can correct any spelling errors that you might make.

Warnings

Peter will accept and display answers that are longer than the petition phrase, but it will be pretty obvious something is up if you continue to type after the screen displays the entire petition phrase. Nothing more will show up once you've reached the end of the phrase. Once in a while, at the bottom instead of the repeating "Peter answers:..." it will say "Emily answers" or another name. No one knows for sure what happens at that point.
As soon as you type a colon ":" the cursor will automatically jump to the question box, even if you haven't finished typing out the petition. This will likely ruin the illusion, so don't accidentally type that colon too soon.

Sources and Citations

PeterAnswers.com

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